pain of living alone - no one to turn off my light when im in bed 

lying on the laptop charger for warmth 

the invention of little heating pads for your nipples is on my to-do list 

i thought i sent a photo of my foot in spasm to saarah but actually i sent it to my dad, he said ”gross”

i need to study but first i need to make a cd to study to. i need to clean my room but first i must make a cd to clean to.  i need to shower but first i need to make a cd to shower to. i need to sleep but first i must make a cd to fall asleep to 

sing me a love song and the netherlands r  yours 

lol why i am sad why must my panties be so uncomfortable too and something smells like dead rats why must my cats kill everything 

sleeping is like being dead without the commitment